Last Christmas

I wanna go to Paris~

Feel so lost nowadays haizz. I wanna be myself again. It doesnt feel good to be like this. Stop lying to yourself, Michelletay!! You know that feeling when you have so much to say, but nothing can be heard. For once, those who do not care will fade away someday, whereas those who really do will stay with you no matter what happens. He says, everything pointless will leave you, there's no time to waste on anyone who doesnt cherish you. Rather treasure those who are more important to you and live life.

How i wish i can just care lesser and walk away pretending nothing happened. No, but i can't. You're faking, i'm faking too. Wtf. Im tired, tired of wasting my time on unimportant things, tired of thinking about stuffs that will make me unhappy. Just keep thinking, not worth it. That's it, enough is enough. 2011, please end of nicely for me. Things may happen, but there's still good times and memories for me. I love all my girls and loved ones :) I wanna rmb them for heart hehe! Girls, thanks for being a part of my life :) Those wonderful times, are definitely worth spending with you all. ♥

Okay christmas is arriving!! Feeling abit of the mood already! :) Gonna have a few exchange of gifts, arghh im gonna go broke again-.- Nvm, im looking forward to my payday! Haha, worked like everyday, it's time to pamper myself and buy all the things i need/want haha! All i want for christmas is santaclaus~ Haha. Sighs, there's work tmr. Spoil my xmas mood :( Nvm, half day, can enjoy after that :) Looking forward to meeting my beloved ones, coming week will be enjoyable! :) And i must work extra hard on my clarinet! Concert's gonna be my motivation.


---- 所有的人在发誓的时候都是真的觉得自己一定不会违背承诺，而在反悔的时候也都是真的觉得自己不能做到，所以誓言这种东西无法衡量坚贞，也不能判断对错，它只能证明，在说出来的那一刻，彼此曾经真诚过。